Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Free Flowing Thoughts from the Mind of a Disgruntled Human Being


Life is a monotonous episode which is even worse than the tear jerking soaps that our beloved fair sex ogle at everyday, sacrificing the basic amenities provided by the almighty !! What is supposed to be done? Is there a solution to the problem, or is it larger than milky way itself ,which probably cannot be conquered .Escape is the only silver lining in the sky, but could it be done , when you have all the responsibilities one would  like to stash in a dumpster, and live life as it is supposed to be lived .To the 'lees' as said in 'Ulysses' ....to enjoy the freedom in the air, and relish the taste of sweet dew drops on the leaves....a situation out of a sci fi ,depicting the scenario when the world was not scathed by manmade machines of destruction...isn’t it ?? But honestly I care a fig if my grammatical construction in the paragraph is incorrect, of if my syntax is out of place .All I would want is to take the less traveled path to eternal satisfaction, with someone whom I would like to be with, till probably the last breath of my life…. for companionship in this materialistic world , which only cares for who is having a bigger bank balance, or who is having a high flying career. Are these what we are born to be doing in the whole life span? Did god write a procedural code which needs to be followed by every individual? Slog yourself from the time you have your senses in place...it is like a code which we follow...the moment you are on your feet, free from parental support you are supposed to be an established person financially, and in all other spheres of life, get married ,have kids and live life making negotiations with compromises…. so that you can get a tiny share of the big chocolate cake

Life sings only one note ,which is slower than a lazy snail and more interesting than the melodious voice of K.L Saigal!!!hmmmmmmmm so enter that phase where you have the
 potency of getting a bullet ricocheted off you skin, since it has become even tougher than a rhino, who would like to trade that with his.Days,months,and years pass by and you suddenly realize that you've reached the end of the journey, the final destination, where the countdown stops. The ticking of the eternal time bomb finally reaches the restart time. So would you like it to start all over again ?  Live the same pathetic excuse for life ,following the same old monotony personified ,and repeat the mundane routine all over again...probably not!!


This is where I beg to differ from the crowd and take the less treaded path to what I think is traversing the journey of life on a different note. A journey which possible would consist of internal happiness. In enjoying every morning, appreciating the beauty of the morning sunshine visible through the haze of smog, which is so common is our daily existence. Catching a fleeting glimpse of the dewdrops on the leaves, and the spirited chirping of birds denoting their freedom, and ironically expressing the same emotion to the human mankind, to some of whom this is still an alien concept. To possibly wake up without the help of something which is so common and without which we find ourselves unable to crank up our engines every morning...to cut the chase ...something called as 'alarm clocks'. Doesn’t that word sound familiar, of course it does ..I love the melodious ring of it waking me up from a different world, which only and categorically can be achieved as we say in our dreams. A passing thought: I have heard people mentioning a phrase 'something which can only be achieved in our dreams’, why does it need to follow the same. Cannot something what we enjoy in that heavenly world be brought to reality?


What makes it so difficult...probably the absence of the zeal to transform the same situations into realistic situations, probably the lack of the zeal to follow your intuitions not bound by specific parameters, where we are free to choose how we live it and do it. I know I am talking philosophical s@#t here but trust me fellows take a peep within your hearts, you will agree to what I am mentioning here. If so then why are we cowards to break the barriers and follow the same. Are the materialistic objects in our lives so important that we have forgotten how a clear blue sea looks like ,or are we unaware of the sounds of waves lapping melodiously against the rocks on a sea shore. Trust me guys I have come across people who do not know what a sea looks like , or how it sounds! That is one pathetic person who probably would not be able to explain it to his children the beauties of life, a person who has lived his entire duration under the rule of the thumb. People who have encountered the same from your bosses, from your spouses, from girlfriends and boyfriends, providing accountability of his or her actions under a martial law kind of situation. I have worked in organizations where you have to take permission from your bosses to even take a pee!!A friend of mine had asked me a question or lets say given me a situation , something related to the above instance, what if my boss does not allow me to take the pee...what would I do? Let me ask you the same question what would you do? Let your kidney fill to the brim and burst or defy him and probably walk off. There are also another category of people who would prefer letting of the leak in their pants than be man enough to direct it at the supervisor. Now that is one ideal situation of getting fired!!!But hardly anybody of us has the bollocks of doing the same....!Now do not get me wrong here, I am not trying to instigate you or encroach on your means of  livelihood, I am just stating an example or our inadaptability of not following the protocol. I am trying to highlight the ultimate level, where you follow what your heart predicts and what your mind wants to do, and not what you are doing without having participation of you emotions in it. Have you ever given a thought to what you actually want is generated in the membranes of your brain or  it originates somewhere deep within you. It initiates with a thought which develops , but ultimately does not have a channel for expression, since it is lost in oblivion owing to factors which we seem to consider mandatory for our very existence.


Consider the situation of Adam and Eve being introduced to the world which we live in today. Do you think they would be walking stark naked, chewing an apple, and enjoying the sights of sky scrapers and swanky gas guzzling SUVs which would leave a cloud of dark smoke on their pretty faces. They would wish they were still living in the same natural environment , and enjoying the apple which possible has not been injected with a syringe containing pesticides, to make it look like an apple which would definitely not keep the doctor away. Hypothetically what if we were transformed into the world in which they lived? I am sure a lot of us would miss keeping regular acquaintance with the brands which we love so dearly, and without which our lives are so empty, even emptier than vacuum itself! The fresh air would be so suffocating for us, that that we would be needing artificial respiratory devices to keep our hearts pumping the fake emotions which every living being comprises of today. We would be looking for means of taking advantage of those simple beings, and if we fail to do so we would discard them as being absolute worthless pieces of meat, who do not fit in our societies and our emotionless circles of relationships, where every human being is cherish!!                                       concerned about what the other person has to contribute to the materialistic pleasures we so much

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